Tuesday, 17 January 2012

Eggshells

The 10 week scan results are in and I find myself in familiar territory. I have only just read them and now have to shoot off to work but will now be thinking about it all day - "We would like to inform you that Dr. Shivani has reviewed the reports & noted that "sac is seen without cardiac activity" which means she is carrying singleton pregnancy. We are very sorry that there is only one heartbeat". OK! So we are still hanging in there - but - now I feel sad and anxious and shakey with a touch of nausea. You try so hard NOT to think of your lovely "life ahead with twins" - because you're not there yet - but you DO and it makes you smile and then BAM - you can't - it's gone! Like I said - familiar territory - and I need to recover and concentrate on our little survivor. Please survive little one! Please survive!! You have made it this far - come one - hang in there - pleeeaaaasseeee!!!!! XX OO

10 comments:

  1. am so sorry to read this. lets just stay positive and pray for the little one.hugs

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  2. I am very sorry, this too happened to us at 10 weeks, it was a very stressful time but our pregnancy continued and 8 days ago we welcomed our first daughter into the world, try to stay postive, sending hugs from Delhi.

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  3. I am very sorry to read this. It is so upsetting when things go wrong. I hope you can smile again soon xx

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  4. It's really hard to re-focus when things don't go according to plan. But you do have one very good reason to!!

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  5. Sad news..best wishes and positive vibes for your little one. Thinking of you at this difficult time. SJ & Bxx

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  6. Very very sorry to hear this horrible news. I am thinking of you and I know when we had our miscarriage last year it hurt like hell and I felt robbed.Take care of yourself xx

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  7. Hugs for you & your fam. Stay strong for the little one still continuing his/her journey.
    Thinking of you xxx

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  8. I am so sorry for just getting around to commenting. We lost one of ours at 12 weeks, however, our other two continue to plug along. It's an awkward tug of war between being grateful for the one you have but sad for the one lost. Worst of all, I felt robbed of the security I was slowly starting to feel. Huge hugs to you!!!

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  9. So sorry to read this. Now we have to pray extra hard for your baby!

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  10. Really sorry to hear your news but keeping everything crossed that the little one is doing just fine. We have just had similar news at 8 weeks, 3 little bubs down to 1. It feels like the rollercoaster of loss is never over. I'llt keep praying that there is one little fighter in there, for both of us. Take care xxx

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